It has been over 2 years since I last blogged. So much has changed! Ben continues to amaze me with this view of the world. He is such a kind loving little boy. Sometimes I just sit and wonder what type of man he will become and get so worried about all the choices I make that do help mold his mind. I worry every day that I am not the best mom I could be. Feel like work and being so tired takes precedence over doing things with Ben. So I look back at this blog and pictures and remember how my young boy started out in this world, how he has overcome so much and it makes me want to do the best job I can for him. He seems to remember things that I have to really try to remember...what a mind he has! He is the reason I continue to work hard, not give up on things and try to make a good world for him. Although I tell him every single day, I need him to always know just what a miracle he is and how much he truly owns my heart! He has changed me so much for the better and I thank him. What a wonderful gift I have been given. I love you my sweet boy!